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ANGELA is my name. Currently studying and i'm in my sweet sixteen. Sorry but i'm not a kid ! I treasure my friends alot, but not forgetting Him.Tagboard
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Friday, May 23, 2008
HEELLLOOO !>.< I got super bad results D; *CRIES* In a super bad mood , cant think of anything . My mind is almost empty and lost . OHMYGOD , I dont care , i am going to pass my Sec2 with flying colors man . Idiot , the first thing i got home , i knew my mother was going to ask for my report book . Rahs , i am like my results are .. K A N A S A I . Then she saw my report book she started complaining . BlahBlahblah , and seriously , the influence of my results to her is very big . She very angry , then started scolding my brother . This is the time i seriously dont know what to do . OHMYGOD , I am like saying this to myself ? : "What the hell , see my results like that jiu down there scoldscoldscold , Like everything i do also wrong , as if i want my results be like that. Then still want to lock my computer , lock nahs , it wont make my results better , it will only make me more rebellious , at the most i dont study nahs , yeahs nahs , i know i am useless . CAN ?! Hell ." Oops!>.< Was super angry when i see how she scolded my brother or blahblahblah . I only know my results made her mood go super bad . Rahs , this was expected anyway . Then she scolded my brother , i am like dont know what to do ? I felt super damn guilty , i felt that i am the one who caused my brother to get scolded . Then i am like super sorry , i dropped tears . OHMYGOD , I am so weak . Not like Angela .AT ALL DD; I dont know if my mother had scolded my brother in the right way . But i just think is my fault . I didnt know why . Haai , my brother . Sorry . Then after that my mother offered me a pear , which make me super happy ?;D hahahas !;D cause is a miracle nahs , she will treat me so good ? ;D Then of course i accept her offer ;D I hope she didnt tell my father my results . Cause my results really sucks , and once my results sucks , my father wont let me go work . And this is the time there will be WORLD WAR 2 in my house again . Between me and my father , then we wont talk for days ? I hope we wont . Rahs , and i found work work work !;D all thanks to LiChing ,i love her man ;D She's great , ehs?;D hahhaas !;D I hope that would keep me super busy , so that i wont be thinking of him . But i know once there are quiet moments , he will appear in my mind again . DD; Sad. I am obssesed. D; ANGELA GOT SUPER BAD MOOD TODAY ! DDD; I am like telling myself i really sucks a lot. I sucks in cherishing people , i sucks in results , i sucks in everything . OHMYGOD , I am far too away from perfect . Although nobody is really perfect in this world . Rahs , i am not fit to be a elder sister of him . He is so pathetic to have a elder sister like me . I even wish i am not even born in this world , please? But i know is so damn impossible , i should just change my school . Arghhs , and i seriously want to change school , i hate memories . Is haunting me for goodness sake DD; And is really not a good thing . I hate this year , this year sucks please ? i keep thinking in the negative way . Sure , i am going crazy . OHMYGOD , OHMYGOD , I am missing him like crazy , please ? i want to give up , give up and give up . Pleaaaaaase let me give up , drop all my memories and start my whole life again . OHMYGOD , I am thinking crazy again. I DROPPED TEARS , I AM LIKE SO WEAK , NOT LIKE ANGELA ANYMORE . D; Voice no .1 :"Girl , stop hesistating , you should really just give up . You will be having your streaming exams this year please . Pleaaaaaase work hard and stop thinking of him D; " Voice no .2 :"Yeahs , i knew , but it wont be so easy . I am obsessed .Crazy about him . " OHMYGOD , just what the hell should i do , i have no idea at all . (I know you won't and wont't be there for me anymore when i needed you , you are so near , but you are so far . ) D; |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |